02.10.10
song of the day.. ^^
friends lovers or nothing
John Mayer
Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We’ll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
I’ll be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We’ll never be the inbetween
So give it up
You whisper “Come on over”
Cause your two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
Good-bye again
Think we’ll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same
Friends, lovers, or nothing
You see
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We’ll never an inbetween
So give it up
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
Don’t you know
We’ll never be the inbetween
So give it up
No we’ll never the inbetween
So give it up
Anything other than ‘yes’ is ‘no’
Anything other than ’stay’ is ‘go’
Anything less than ‘I love you’ is lying…
anything less than “i love you” is LYING..ouch!its hurt..thanks to piter (another song yang menohok) hohohoh btw,this video is so COOL!
mengHARGAi..
Suddenly terpikir kata ini…mengHARGAi..
dalam sebuah hubungan entah itu pada relasi kerja, orang tua atau keluarga, pasangan kita, kata ini harusnya menjadi bagian dalam nafas kita..menghargai orang bukan berarti kita bisa seenaknya memaksa dia untuk terus bekerja even dia kita bayar untuk itu.
menghargai dengan cara memberikan ruang untuk dia berkreasi..memberikan ruang untuk tetap dalam batas privasinya..memberikan ruang untuk dia mengeluarkan pendapat
dalam sebuah hubungan dengan pasangan kita..kata ini juga harus lebih dimaknai, jika kita mencintai pasangan kita, ya kita harus menghargainya..menghargainya dengan menjaga dan bertutur kata yang baik tentu saja, jangan sampe kita lebih menghargai bos kita karena dia menggaji kita daripada menghargai suami/istri kita 
kadang ada orang2 yang terjebak dengan kondisi seperti itu.semoga kita tidak.
mencintai dan menghargai berada dalam satu garis..
kalo ingin dicintai ya harus mau menghargai…berarti kalo tidak menghargai ya tidak cinta?
coffee guys??
02.09.10
hujan…
dia..
datang bersama hujan
dan menghilang dibalik hujan…
rumah banda, 9 Februari 2010
song of the day (again) T_T
Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart
Alicia keys
Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin’ me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were tellin’ me lies
So tonight, I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, own me nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don’t you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me
Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I’ll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh
So tonight, I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Anybody could’ve told you right from the start
It’s about to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream
Or just hold on to love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight
So tonight, I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
song of the day.. ^^
This song is dedicated to all the lovers who can’t be together separated by distance and time…
Distance and Time (Alicia Keys)
You are always on my mind
all I do is count the days
where are you now?
I know I never let you down
I will never go away
I really wish that you’d stay but what can we do
all the days that you’ve been gone I dreamed about you
and I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home
No matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
through distance and time
I’ll be waiting
and if you have to walk a million miles
I’ll wait a million days to see you smile
distance and time, I’ll be waiting
distance and time, I’ll be waiting
will you take a train, to meet me where I am
are you on your way?
I will never do anything to hurt you
I’ll never live without you
I really wish that you would stay but what can we do
All the days that you’ve been gone I dreamed about you
and I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home
no matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
distance and time,I’ll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I’ll wait a million days to see you smile
distance and time
I’ll be waiting
no matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
distance and time, I’ll be waiting
And you can walk a million miles
I’ll wait a million days to see you smile
through distance and time, I’ll be waiting
oh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh
I’ll be waiting
I’ll be waiting
through distance and time
I’ll be waiting
You are always on my mind
all I do is count the days
where are you now?
kata mereka..
Sebulan ini ada yang berubah ada yang membuat warna kuning dan abu gw bercampur menjadi satu dalam satu wadah,menghasilkan entah warna apa..absurd. Alhamdulillahnya adalah para sahabat yang selalu setia ada dan menemani dikala galau heheheh thanx to NINA,MEI and WELLY yg membuat gw tetap magenta dalam absurdnya warna diri bahasa gw berat deh pasti buat kalian..hohoohohohoh
Hari minggu sore, acara curhat lewat bbm dengan kakak perempuan terbaik gw, dan dia menulis…
“ada lagunya siti nurhaliza ga?coba dengerin lagunya yang bukan cinta biasa,,,sabar dan ikhlas ya nduk”
Hari senin malam,sahabat gw yang sedang sibuk bikin film pendek tiba2 ngasi link ke gw..
“pelan pelan saja by KOTAK..buat keketawaan aja Q!coba unduh dan dengerin deh..hihihihihi sabtu minggu depan insyaallah kita ktemu di kawinan ade ya”
hahahhahahah dua lagu antah barantah yang mereka kirim ke gw karena mereka tau kondisi gw,perasaan gw dan mereka sayang ama gw!heheehhehe..mau tau kondisi gw hari ini gampang tinggal liat playlist gw aja atau lagu2 yang di ipod heuheu..
well..pagi ini sambil minum hot chocolate gw mendengarkan 2 lagu itu dan berdoa smoga semua lancar,amin.
everything happens for a reason..even if you never see the reasoning..
02.08.10
song of the day!
MISS INDEPENDENT
ne yo
ooh it’s somethin’ about
Just somethin about the way she move
I cant figure it out
there’s somethin about her
said ooh its somethin about
kinda woman that want you but dont need you
hey i cant figure it out
there’s something about her
cause she walk like a boss
talk like a boss
manicured nails to set the pedicure off
shes fly effortlessly
and she move like a boss
do what a boss do
she got me thinkin about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need oh
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh
ooh there’s somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
i look at her and it makes me proud
theres somethin about her
theres somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that dont even need my help
she said she got it she got it no doubt
there’s something about her
cause she work like a boss play like a boss
car and a crib she bout to pay em both off
and her bills are paid on time
she made for a boss, only a boss
anything less she tellin them to get lost
thats the girl thats on my mind
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah
mmm her favorite thing to say
dont worry i got it
mmm and everything she got
best believe she bought it
mmm she gon’ steal my heart
aint no doubt about it
girl you’re everything i need
said you’re everything i need
yeah yeah
yeah yeah, yeah yeah
yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?
she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah
miss independent
thats why i love her
HEY HO..woman on top!!enjoy!
01.31.10
5 top list!
5 barang yang lagi gw pengen banget!!bentar lagi ultah gw lhoooo hehehhehhe feel free lho ya kalo mau ngasi kado salah satu dari list dibawah ini..
1. DOC MARTENS!!
hohohohooh..berawal dari doc martens pertama gw kelas 6 SD setelah itu dia ga dijual lagi di indonesia..yeah me love it so much like i love converse ^^
2. CANON EFs 18-200mm
yep..next target buat jodohnya si ernesto hehehhehe biar kalo jalan2 cukup bawa ini aja!
3. POLAROID!
biar lengkap aja kan koleksi kamera hehehehe tp untuk polaroid emang ada tempat tersendiri,,model yg begini belom pernah liat disini sih..semoga bisa punya ntar!aminnn..
4. ASTERIX et OBELIX
tapi maunya yang versi francais nyaaaa…yang hardcover ohohohohohoho sayang sekali cuma ada di prancis dan si madame tak mau menjual asterixnya ke gw..T_T
5. ABAYA DUBAI..
kenapa dubai??soalnya cuma abaya dubai yang fix dan enak jatohnya di badan gw,,hehehheheheh
welllll…cuma mau share ajaaaa iseng2 berhadiah piring!hohohoho nite y’all..
xoxo
the Q!
01.29.10
pour toi…
THE HARDEST DAY
(the corrs feat Alejandro)
One more day, one last look
Before I leave it all behind
And play the role that’s meant for us
That said we’d say goodbye
One more night (one more night) by your side (by your side)
Where our dreams collide
And all we have is everything
And there’s no pain there’s no hurt
There’s no wrong it’s all right
If I promise to believe will you believe
That there’s nowhere that we’d rather be
Nowhere describes where we are
I?ve no choice, I love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye
And all I ever wanted was to stay (all I ever wanted was to stay)
And nothing in this world?s gonna change, change
Never wanna wake up from this night
Never (never) wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life
The hardest day of my life
I still breathe (I still breathe), I still (I still eat)
And the sun it shines the same as it did yesterday
But there’s no warmth, no light
I feel empty inside
But I never will regret a single day
I know it isn’t going to go away
What I’m feeling (I’m feeling) for you
I will always love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye (love you wave goodbye)
And all, and all I ever wanted was to stay (all I ever wanted was to stay)
Nothing (nothing) in this world’s gonna change…
Never wanna wake up from this night
Never (never) wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
I never knew I’d ever feel this way
I feel for you…
Never wanna wake up (I feel for you, I feel for you) from this night
Never (never, never) wanna leave this moment
Wainting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget (never gonna forget) every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life…
Never wanna wake up from this night
pour toi…pardonez-moi.
01.28.10
Gerimis..
Bandung, 28 Januari 2010
gerimis dan saya..berjalan terburu2 dengan ditemani sajak kecil tentang cintanya sapardi, dengan hati berdegup kencang karena menahan emosi yang entah kemana selama ini saya sembunyikan, dengan mata terus melihat langit..pintu tertutup dan saya mengeluarkan semua yang tertahan dari tadi..hujan lokal.
gerimis dan dia..mengambil sebatang rokok,menyulutnya,dihembuskan asapnya…terbentuk bayangan yang melekat di kepala…bayangan yang terbentuk karena titik hujan.
gerimis dan dia..anak kecil itu datang menghampiri dan bercerita,lebaran kemaren dia sendirian di Ciroyom,smua temennya pulang sementara dia tetap disitu..dia bercerita lagi..tiba2 dadanya sesak karena kangen temen2nya..tiba2 dia melihat dan mendekati saya sambil berkaca2 dia bilang dia kangen ibunya.
gerimis hari ini..
